July 2011
Favorite Seether song: Fur Cue
You made me...
Am I Jealous?
Possibly.. my sister has been talking non-stop about my ex (as she always does). She hated when I dated him and would always tell me how I changed Matt and made it seem like it was a bad thing that he was acting more goody-goody. She seemed pretty happy when he dumped me and said I should’ve known that was gonna happen cuz he’s been that same jerk way before we dated and she knows him...
Ask Me If I Still Care About You...
Answer: I do.
grandpas...
you’d think they would be loving and kind, easy-going guys right? not mine! my grandpa is a perverted, mean, arguementative, pill-abuser, selfish, hypocritical, 2-faced, idiotic man who doesn’t shutup. He made me cry and got to arguing with him(which is extremely easy). he’s such a freakin jerk and i wish i could get away from him but he lives with me and stole the only room i...
@ the doctor's
I definitely don’t like being here for hours for a simple check up. Was in the waiting room for an hour, now in the room till God knows when… lol. idk what’s wrong with me. I could have iron deficiency? Anyway, today is Melanie’s bday. I asked if Terra and Dust’n could come but she pretty much would only let them come if Terra was single and Dust’n didn’t...
so...
I have a new boyfriend. I want one but don’t at the same time. I guess for once in my life I’m taking huge chances. I’m dating someone who isnt sure God exists, I’m questioning my own beliefs about God(this is not because of the boyfriend though, I’ve been like this for a while), moving in with some friends in a trailer, might get a job at Dana, took out a loan, and all while becoming...
what to do?
I really didn’t expect to fall for him. Man, why now? why this when I dont want a freakin boyfriend? blarg! I mean, we act like we’re dating and we’ve been pretty inseparable lately, but I dont want to date him or be in a serious relationship now! Things are so confusing and i dont know what to do… :/ all i know is I really like him and he makes me happy so I’m gonna...