Nevermind about the boredom. Grandpa needs a ride to Walmart. Guess who’s the only one home? Yep. That’s me.
Maybe it’s the lack of sleep (I stayed up all night), but I’m in a pretty good mood… just kinda bored. I applied to like a million jobs! Okay, maybe not a million, but at least 20 something. :)
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It’s 6AM. Why am I still awake???
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thanks for letting me down once again… I sat here waiting for you like an idiot… God, I’m so irritated… If you weren’t going to come back at least you could’ve told me at least instead of having me stupidly waiting for you to come back… :(
Applying for jobs like crazy tonight. I swear I’ve filled out at least 10 online apps tonight. My eyes hurt already. lol. I REALLY want a job. God, please guide me to the right one.
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I just wanna cry..
I’m sorry for all these depressing posts lately. I know it’s that crazy medicine I’m coming down of off. You would think since I’ve been through this quite do many times they things would easier or better, but it’s not. Thank God I’m jot as ragey as I was in the beginning though. That was pure hell. I wish I could go back to last year. It was do much better. I...
I hate this medicine..
It’s giving me ideas like, “I wonder what it would feel to jump out of this screenless window, and what would actually happen. Would I live?” Obviously I’m not gonna do it, but I hate these ideas I get to something stupid…
And of course he has a freakin amazing place…
So it’s time again to rant and complain about my brother. He says I’m welcome I’d I help him move into his new placel
So two days ago I was having a rough night. I haven’t been able to sleep well lately so I took some of my headache medicine that makes me sleep. I guess I took too much because I kept waking up a million times and I seriously was tripping out… I barely remember anything, but I remember slurring my words, Bumping into things, and hallucinating a bit. I also slept pretty much all day and night...
I wanna cut so freakin bad right now… I feel too alone. All these crazy thoughts going through my head, plus the crud about my stupid brother… I don’t want to die, but I don’t want to wake up ever again. The tears won’t stop… I know I sound pathetic, but I can’t stop feeling so low… I hate myself and my stupid life.
It all boils down to this.
fuckyeahkatnep: yeahmicah: Most people won’t admit it, or don’t even realize it, but caring for people takes energy out of you. Investing your time and attention making sure somebody knows that you love them and that you want to ensure their well-being can drain you: mentally emotionally spiritually even physically. Love people, but take care of yourself. Don’t burn yourself out. ...
kirbyrightbackatya: do you ever see someone with the same name as you and your immediate reaction is just
hollowtowers: I want to drive. No directions, no worry about gas, no worry about time. I want to drive until I am somewhere new. I want adventure. I want journey. I want destination.
So even the smallest things are making me cry… I mean, today my brother told me pretty much that I’m not allowed at his new apartment, where my boyfriend is about to move with him… He doesn’t even have a real reason. He says it’s because I didn’t approve of his lifestyle choices (in the past). It’s because he parties, smokes, most likely pops pills, cusses, tells nasty jokes and stories, and...
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So my boyfriend asks if I’m okay… I just break the heck down and cry, telling him about how lame I feel… It was pointless stuff like: how it has been super hot in the house, how it hurt me that I was alone all day, my mom invited me to eat Mexican food and I fell asleep while she was getting ready and she went without me, mom promised to go out for dinner but my stupid sister...
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